Only the Lonely

The feeling of meeting someone, and feeling Understood for the first time in a long time. Cautiously you open your heart. You know after your divorce, or after you were cheated on, or your spouse died, or maybe it’s just… Continue Reading

Real Love

It was his gentle way of teasing me about taking up the whole garage with my lack of spatial relations, and having to come inside many times to get the keys to move my car over. It was walking aimlessly… Continue Reading

Unbreak my Heart

The past couple of months I’ve been packing, cleaning, and moving into a new house. I’ve spent hours looking at pictures of my old life, and going through Mikes clothing, and things in my garage. I should have known better.… Continue Reading

Loss and how to keep living

I felt the loss yesterday deeper if possible than I have since the day after he died. It’s like he was never here. Our special memories are mine alone now, our shared journey is past. I wanted so desperately to… Continue Reading

If cancer doesn’t get us, our schedule will!

We set out for Ohio State at 4am on Friday to get there for 8am scans. Mike has to have CT scans every 2 months to make sure the tumors are shrinking or staying the same, and that there is… Continue Reading